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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 21:41:53 GMT -6
Note: Some of this poems are old and I have forgotten who or what I wrote them about. Lol.
A Birthday Gift
She lived a life of solitude
She lived a life in pain
She lived a life in which there was
A strong, ongoing pain
She had no friends on which 2 lean
And cry her problems 2
She had no friends 2 give her love
And hope and kindness too
She thought about it day-n-night
She lay upon her bed
Her mind made up, She grabbed a gun
And put it to her head
Just then a ring came from the phone
She pulled the gun away
Her mom was on the other end
And just wanted to say
Happy birthday my dear girl a day just for you
I care for you with all my heart
I hope you know that is true.
These words ran through her mind so much
The gun has been put down for good
She changes her mind about life and then she
Changed her mood
She thought about this special day and what
Her mom had said
The gift her mom gave
Here that day was the gift of life, again
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 21:44:37 GMT -6
A Simple Rose and Nothing More
the pedals fall upon the floor
as if their dust and nothing more
the stunning red is turning brown
like your face into a frown
days ago they were bright and vibrant
as time goes by its death is silent
you remember when you received the flower
all is silent in its dying hour
and as the petals fall onto the floor
its a simple rose and nothing more
Boys
A heart is not a plaything
A heart is not a toy
But if you want yours broken
Just give it to a boy
Boys like to play with things
To see what make them run
But when it comes to kissing
They will do it just for fun
They never give their hearts away
They play us girls for fools
They wait till we give our heart
And then they play it cool
You will wonder where he is at night
You will wonder if he is true
One minute you will be happy
One minute you will be blue
So to fall in love with a boy
That takes a lot of nerve
You see my friend you need a man
To get what you deserve
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 21:46:21 GMT -6
Broken Angel (Tattered Wings)
Cut off my wings,
Burn them to ashes,
I don’t care anymore
Let my golden heart,
Fade away,
And turn to black
Let my tormented tears,
Just fall to the ground,
And grow roses of black
Let my eyes just show pain,
Let them show suffering
Let them tell my story
Let me just be stained,
With the twisted sounds of sin,
And the feeling of hate
I want to burn away my heart,
Burn away my pointless things of hope,
And even burn away my body
I don’t care for anyone anymore,
I don’t care for anything any more,
I don’t care for reasons you can’t understand
I’m not in the sky anymore,
But I’m falling towards the ground,
Maybe even further
Just burn me away,
To ashes of gray and black,
And just burn the ashes too
I’m left only with threads of hate,
With strands of pain and agony,
And strings of truth
You’d never understand me,
You’ll never understand me,
And I don’t want you to either
I don’t care for anyone anymore,
And I probably never will,
I just want to die again.
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 21:48:59 GMT -6
Confused Love
You don't know what I think, you don't know how I feel,
You don't know how long it took my broken heart to heal.
You don't know you broke it, you don't even know my name,
But it doesn't really matter, 'cause it all turns out the same.
I don't know why I love you, all I know is that I do,
And I know my love for you will stay forever true.
I don't know what I mean to you, but what you mean to me,
Is more than I could ever say, more than you could see.
Amor Confuso:
Usted no sabe lo que pienso, usted no sabe cómo que yo me siento,
Usted no sabe cuán largo tomó el corazón roto para curar.
Usted no sabe que usted lo rompió, usted hace ni sabe mi nombre,
Pero no importa realmente, 'lo causa todas vueltas fuera lo mismo.
Yo no sé por qué te quiero, todo sé es que hago,
Y sé que mi amor para usted permanecerá para siempre verdadero.
Yo no sé lo que significo a usted, pero a lo que usted significa a mí,
Soy más que podría decir jamás, más que usted podría ver.
Everything I Am
Be by guardian, my savior,
My guide and my knight.
Hold me close and whisper me
Comforts as I break down on your shoulders.
Take away all my worries,
My sorrows, my fears and my flaws.
Let me tell you my secrets,
My thoughts, my stories.
Make me forget all the pain,
The lies, the madness, the guilt,
The blood, the death
The loss and the loneliness.
Shield my heart, mind, and soul.
Let me be your muse and your angel.
Love me like I love you.
Take me as I am and ask for nothing more;
Accept my insecurities, my heart,
My scars, and my life.
Love me for everything I am,
And forget what I am not.
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 21:50:37 GMT -6
Hear What I'm Not Saying
Everyday you see me fine,
You hear what I say.
I'm a little tired and thin,
But overall okay.
You don't hear what I think,
What I need to tell…
Everything that makes my life,
A literal living Hell.
Everyday I come back,
Acting like I always do…
While living my pack of lies,
Inventing something new.
Inside I scream silently,
Looking no one in the eye.
Afraid they'll find out the truth,
I break down and cry.
Please make it stop,
No! Go away!
If you come to help,
I don't know what to say.
Do you hear what I don't say,
Come find me when I hide?
Ask me why I'm like this,
I need you by my side.
Even if you don't decipher what I don't say,
Please don't leave.
I need you to help me,
You're not the one I try to deceive.
I don't know how to win,
I'm badly losing this fight.
But you can come and tell me,
You'll somehow make this right.
Maybe I really know what's wrong,
What really keeps me awake.
The thing that creates my tears,
And my everlasting heartache.
Maybe I can't face it,
Maybe I just won't.
I need you to understand,
Because you know I don't.
You know me so well,
So why don't you hear me?
Even if you come closer,
You won't be able to see.
Hear what I don't say,
Hear my silent screams.
Come rescue me every night,
From my terrifying dreams.
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 21:54:03 GMT -6
Him
Love at first sight,
Do you believe in it?
I mean look at him,
He's perfect!
I was thinking,
And I realized this,
Out of all the people I love,
It's only him I miss.
There's something I want to say it him,
It's "I love you";
And I'll do anything for him to say,
I love you, too".
I'm Giving Up
I'm giving up on loving you
I can't take the pain you've put me through
Deep down I know the feelings are always there
May be some day you will care
At least for now I can hide my pain
I know if I don't, I'll go insane
Our time apart had made me realized
There is no second chance when it comes to boys
I almost had you back one time
But of course, you changed you mind
The many excuses you have told
Are getting lame and really old
We never talk anymore
It's like a room to you life and
You slammed the door
It hurts to know you've shut me out
Now I know what love is all about
Your happy then you cry and cry
Where there was truth becomes all lies
All in all it never ends for good
But then again, who said it would?
Jesus
We saw our sin
Washed away
As he hung
That fateful day
We know we killed him
And how he died
And how his followers must have cried
But from his tomb
Our savior came forth
Because he is God
And has his force
He forgave us
Despite what we did
And the pain He felt
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 21:56:55 GMT -6
Linger
Wind whispers through dry grass
and spider webs trap light.
Toxins creep along the edges,
coloring blood purple.
I try not to care,
but I have another life to waste.
Fingerprints don't lie,
they only make up stories.
Beneath bruised soil,
foggy dialogue not meant for me
is hissed through clenched teeth
and rolls off swollen tongues.
I try to pretend I'm not here.
I try to ignore the derision
persisted by demonic insides.
But they know he's not alive anymore,
and the air slowly thickens.
My eyes roll back
and delusions run against walls.
Fight against the intensity
go against the fading skies
and don't listen to mortality.
deathly implosions don't really exist,
but I don't tell you that,
Because I don't think you need to know.
Let me know when the pain
collides with sheer curiosity.
Then it will be safe
for me to put my knives away
and let the corners of my lips drop,
falling to below.
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 22:01:08 GMT -6
Love Of Ashes
The words he wrote
In the blackest ink,
Were words for her,
The love of him.
The journal grew
Filled with desire.
The pages would turn
One after another.
His heart was poured
Out in dark ink.
Dripping from the pen,
Leaving trails of love.
The pages grew full,
So he gave it to her.
Her face illuminated,
And she blushed rosy red.
The clocks' hands,
They slowly turned.
While the suns sank,
Followed by moons.
And slowly he left her,
For another of her kind.
She wept over him,
But what did he care?
He was done with her.
Done with her love.
He poured his heart out,
Then took it all back.
The claims of his love
Slowly did fade.
His heart flamed
With another love.
The journal's words faded.
The love washed away,
Replaced by the new
Burning passion.
The pages caught on fire,
Burning the poems.
Burning the devotions.
Burning the emotions.
He saw it burn
With tears in his eyes.
Slowly they fell,
Extinguishing the fire.
He ran back to her, but
The journal was burned.
His love was ashes,
And she didn't want it.
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 22:03:25 GMT -6
Love's Insanity
Love is So unpredictable
Never knowing you're empty
Until you're full
Knowing even if it wilts
After sunlight and rain
The time was worthwhile
And you'll never be the same
Love is
So many wonderful things
Being able to fly
Without any wings
Giving away
Your heart and your soul
But at the same time
Feeling finally whole
Memories
Long after you're gone
I hear your melodies
Ringing in my head,
Shattering my thoughts,
Leading me astray.
They ceaselessly tempt,
Inviting me to join you
In a Wonderland for two
Where skies never end,
And the lights never dim.
I remember your words,
The whimsical verses.
They're seemingly scratched
On the back of my eyelids
So I won't forget.
Droplets of your laugh
Linger in my head.
I hide where I know
I can see your smile
And feel your embrace.
I could only imagine
In creamy hues,
The sweet memories of us
Hiding in the daylight,
Together, together.
The softest grey eyes
That rest on your face,
I'll never be able to forget.
They pierced my heart,
Of which you stole.
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 22:07:45 GMT -6
My Christmas Wish
This year, my only Christmas wish
Is for you to know and understand this:
I love you more than you will ever know
So much more than I could ever show
I love you now and love you still
I always have and always will
This is the promise I make to you,
Forever will my love stay honest and true
You're the only one that was meant for me
You're the only one that I ever want to see
You make me feel so special and so loved
You must have been sent from heaven above
You possess my every waking thought
You're the only one that I've ever sought
You've done more for me than you will ever know
And I hope you can see that I do love you so
My heart is forever within your control
And with my heart, you have my soul
With these two gifts I hope to prove
That my love for you is oh so true
So here it is, my Christmas wish
Please know and understand this:
I will love you completely, to the end of all days
I shall keep you forever, forever and for always
My Love For You
My love for you was slow to start But it didn't take long to blossom in my heart.
My love for you always makes me grin And I will always treasure your love that I did win.
My love for you will show everyone How two people in love can get any task done.
My love for you shall never leave any doubt You will never have reason to be sad or to pout.
My love for you is like the moonlight It shines like a beacon so warm and so bright.
My love for you will grow stronger each and every day and night And I will be happy to hold you in my arms so tight.
My love for you will last through the years And I will see that you only cry happy tears.
My love for you I tell you is no lie Will always be true until the day I die.
My love for you will be complete the day we say, "I do"
When we promise to love and honor and make all our dreams come true.
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 22:11:08 GMT -6
Offshore
A prison ship offshore
A battle so intense
A rocket and a bomb
Destruction so immense
That skin is burned from
A hundred thousand dead
Offshore, the view majestic
A prison ship is safe
He watches, patriotic
He sings them to their graves
In this land of the free
And Home of the brave
Land of the free. Free to what? Free to die?
In the land of the free, freedoms just a big damn lie
Tearing children limb from limb and ripping our humanity
Having freedom from ourselves is the
Way it’s meant to be
This isn’t the way America was meant to be…
The Cry of the Wolves
The wind and the water
understand me,
how my quest unites all
who wish to be free
we walk one path and become
who we must be
the wind and the water
comfort me,
As my life takes a turn
and I get swept away
the wind and the water
catch me,
As I look to the sky
for comfort
the stars and the sky shine
down on me,
I run with the wind
casing the sun
the wind and the water
help me
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 22:14:29 GMT -6
Three Words
If one day you wake up
You have nothing left but the two of us
Would you trust me when I told you three words
Would they be deep enough for you and your heart?
At the end of the worst day of your life
If I held you close and told you three words
Would you be holding back a smile, for the first time
Or would you not believe a word I said?
If I told you three words
After we talked about our first glance
Would you trust me to take you through this life
Or would you think it was all just a show?
It's true to be careful
Don't love until the other does
Test every corner of this thing
Until you call it home
Can't you trust me
To tell you three words
Tell you three words
And mean them?
Because I love you
The Vampiress
Alone in the night, she beckons you.
Come with me, are the words her lips form.
Come with me to my kingdom, her eyes alight with fire.
Will you go? Or will you stay?
Will you succumb to her unearthly, dangerous, beauty?
Or will you resist the call of the
vampiress...
Voices
I'm hearing voices
in my head
They wont go away
until I'm dead
Can't continue living
with these thoughts
My love for living
is forever lost
They tell me things
things like homicide
It's not working
I only think of suicide
I found a gun
in my father's closet (click)
Time to end this
time to stop it (bang)
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 22:16:52 GMT -6
Why
Why do my tears still fall?
Why does my heart still cry out in pain?
Why is it that my life has started to crawl?
Everyday why does it feel like I have nothing to gain?
Please baby tell me you know
The right words to say to me
That will make my pain fly out the window
And make me happy again sweetie
I hate it when we don’t talk
I feel as if we are missing
Something that could unlock
Our feelings for each other darling
I wish you would say
The three words I need to hear
Please do not delay
Say the words loud and clear
I am tired of crying
Show me the passion that I want to see
I am still longing for the feeling
That you will always be there for me
You Are My Light
The darkness closes in
and I can't see
I reach for you
but your not there
where are you?
you are my light
you are my guide
without you I can't live
nor can I die
banished into darkness
to survive in everlasting night.
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 7, 2016 22:25:34 GMT -6
I Want (Original Version):
I want to be forgotten and never thought of again. I want you to never try to think about me. I want everything to go back the way it was so I can be happy once again. I want the pain to leave my chest and mind. I want the darkness that has returned to my heart to just take its toll and set me free. I want the gray sky in my safe little world in my mind to turn back to the beautiful sky blue they were when I was a little girl. I want nothing more from you…the one who I gave my heart to twice and broke it both times. I want only those who I trust more than my own family to be the only ones to remember me even though I may have been depressed and lonely. I want to wait for that day when the right person finds me and heals the pain you have caused and make me completely forget about you. I want to just be free from all this. I want…but I will never get.
I Want (New Version):
I want to be forgotten and never thought about again. I want you to never think about me. I want everything to go back the way it was so I can be happy once again. I want the pain in my chest and mind. I want the darkness that has taken hold of my heart to just take its toll and set me free. I want the gray skies of my safe little world, which lies in my soul to return to the beautiful sky blue they once were back when I was a little innocent child. I want nothing more from you...the one who I gave my heart to twice and broke it both times. I want only those who I trust more than my own family to be the only ones who remember me even though I may have been hurtful to them. I want to wait for the day when the right guy finds me and heals all the pain you have caused and helps me completely forget all about you. I want to be free from all this pain, hate, and sorry of this world. I want to be your friend still but will my love that I [still] have for you. Make me want you back by my side or will it be something I hold back until I am on my death bed and you are sitting next to me as I say with the lest breathe in my lungs. "I want to be with you, my love. But sadly it is to late for us. I told you that I would always love you. Maybe we will meet again in the next life..."
What You Mean To Me:
Honey, do you ever wonder how much you mean to me? If you are a good boyfriend or not? If you are important to me? Or what I would do without you? [Well here are the answers.] My life would suck without me knowing that you will one day be by my site. If you were gone there would be no sun in my sky, no smile on my face, no rhythm to my singing, and no love in my heart. You mean the world to me and I don't want to see a world without you in it. You are the one who completes me. I am always trying new things and finding out that I like them because of you, baby. You are a good boyfriend in my eyes. The little things you do makes me giggle at times. Can't you see that you are the only one that makes me happy anymore? I will always be one hundred percent honest with you. And that should prove how much I trust you. So, sweetie please know that I always have and always will love you with all my heart, body, and soul. You are the one that I need in my life.
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